FINAL WORDS ON THE SITUATION ~ CLOSURE

I Feel Blessed And honored To Have Been A Source Of Inspiration And Mystery For Oh So Many! I Am Grateful For All The Amazing Music Created, The Amazing Soul Connections Created, All The Talks, The Calls, The Missed Opportunities …

It Is True I Fell For Covert Narcissism , And Was Made Felt Was Less Than Who I Am. I Allowed It As Part Of My Journey Of Healing From A Comatose Birth Mother Situation. It’s All Over Now. I Have Regained Control Of Myself And Life In The Sense That I Am No Longer Reaching Out Outside Myself By Email To People Who Never Respond Or Come Through As Real.

My Only Choice Now Is To Be Here More. Focus More On My Present Moment Of Now Which Is Quick Sand Since I Landed In USA To Be Honest … The Island Is Quick-Sand Energy, Constant Sinking.

I However Have Not Found Myself Anywhere Yet And Was Never Able To Feel Whole Complete And Loved.

So I Will Begin Now. Despite Living Off Suitcases, In A Borrowed Bed Until The Lady Comes Back To Her Room!

I Have Assisted Endless Beings By Simply Being Amongst Them As Means Of Survival, And I Must End this Cycle Now And Rise From My Own Ashes.

I Can No Longer Give All My Love Out And Never Receive Anything But Betrayal, Lies, Manipulations And Rejection. It Is Not Acceptable!

I Am Grateful To Have Been A Key Element In Your Lives And Growths And To Have Enchanted you All.

My Mission In 2017 was Definitely To Ground Energies For Father’s Healing By Giving Sessions To Rainbow Angels That Were Able To Receive Me Back Here After My “Investigating Lucifer” Mission in 2017.

It Is Now End Of January 2018. And No Amount Of Investigating Has Given Me Stability Or A Home. It Has Given Me The Assurance That I Am WEll And Taken Care Of And Safe And Loved.

I Also Know My Dreams Of True Love Will Somehow Come True.

I Am Surrendered And GRateful.

I Wish Everybody The Best Always And In Everything.

Inviting In The Miracle That I Need And Deserve!

Wish Upon The Morning Star!